Do you have the time to listen to me whine about nothing and everything all at once?
I am one of those melodramatic fools, neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it.

Oct 30, 2006

Dos


A ti te extraño
A ti te quiero
A ti te amo
A ti te odio
Contigo juego
Contigo me divierto
Tu me cuidas

Tu me me descuidas

Tu me encantas
Tu me cansas
A ti te miro

A ti te observo
Contigo vivo
Contigo quiero morir

Solamente muero los domingos y los lunes ya me siento bien

It ain't no use to sit and wonder why, babe
It don't matter, anyhow
An' it ain't no use to sit and wonder why, babe
If you don't know by now
When your rooster crows at the break of dawn
Look out your window and i'll be gone
You're the reason i'm trav'lin' on
Don't think twice, it's all right

It ain't no use in turnin' on your light, babe
That light i never knowed
An' it ain't no use in turnin' on your light, babe
I'm on the dark side of the road
Still i wish there was somethin' you would do or say
To try and make me change my mind and stay
We never did too much talkin' anyway
So don't think twice, it's all right

Oct 26, 2006

Humming



Sometimes I feel like crawling
cause walking is just not good enough
It gets me nowhere near you.
But if I'm crawling
you won't be able to see me
when I finally reach your leg
and pull your pants
trying to get your attention.
So I'm gonna have to learn to fly
and maybe when I'm up there
dancing around your ears
you'll see me
but you won't be able to catch me
cause I'll fly away
I promess I'll fly away.
Sometimes I feel like dancing
but I've never seen someone
killing my rythm so fast
I want to keep moving
but your long legs won't follow me
My feet are not going to wait
for your perfect song
In other words... honey you suck
In other words... baby kiss me

Thnx

Two people made my day today... you know who you are so I guess I just want to say THANK YOU guys for giving me two very different ways of being happy ;)

Oct 25, 2006

Tonight I'm sad


That's all I have to say... actually that's not all I have to say, but I'm not sure if I want to say more... it's scary baring your soul like that even if nobody cares or reads this stuff...

"Nuestro tema de amor nos cuesta tanto que ya es un sueño y una canción"

I'm so confused right now... damn it!! I want to leave everything "And so it is just like you said it would be, the shorter story, NO LOVE NO GLORY, no hero in her sky". I think I express myself better through songs... so there you go.


I would love it if I had the guts to spill everything here or anywhere else... but I don't think guts is what I'm lacking of... I think it's the fear that if I say it out loud then it will become a little more true and I'm supposed to be fighting this, not making it bigger...


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Now I'm even worse... I just had a very sad conversation... although, does it count like a conversation when one person talks and the other one just cries and cries and cries?

I feel my heart broken into a million pieces and each piece is floating inside my body thinking "Hey! where did everyone go???" I FEEL BLUE...

Oct 24, 2006

Ok, here it is

Voy a escribir esto en castellano porque se lo debo a mi idioma de origen. La verdad el collage de abajo no tiene ninguna explicación sorprendente ni deslumbrante... simplemente tengo que desplegar todas las ideas y conceptos que me atosigan la mente en alguna forma artística (por favor, déjenme llamarle arte)y así me libero un poquito de la millonada de cosas que cruzan mi cabeza a diario. Hoy estoy dulcemente triste... en realidad creo que siempre estoy dulcemente triste, pero hoy lo siento más "a flor de piel" (déjenme usar mis frasesitas pues). Es rico escribir, me pregunto por qué lo habré dejado de hacer? Tal vez por la rutina o por falta de tiempo o porque a veces no encuentro las palabras exactas para expresar lo que siento y me frustro (tengo esa tendencia).
El collage de abajo es un conjunto de imágenes. Encuentro más divertido pegar un montón de cosas juntas y luego encontrarle sentido porque creo firmemente que el inconsciente esconde cosas increíbles que nos toma tiempo (a algunos más que a otros) darnos cuenta. ¿Qué significa para ti?
Es la 1:58 am del martes 24 de octubre. Faltan 38 días para el 1ero de diciembre y luego 24 más para Navidad y luego vendrá otro año más y empieza el ciclo de nuevo.
Tengo "Friends" de fondo (obviamente), un vaso de chicha en frente y un pucho en la mano (no es tan fácil escribir así) y ahora ya estoy lista para tener esos sueños raros que siempre cuento al día siguiente. Hasta mañana.

Crazy? nah! just a tad...



I'll explain later :P

Oct 16, 2006

Work Experience



This a "promotional video" I made for Work Experience... TAHOE, THE BEST TRIP OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

Life can be so nice



Friends just make your life so much happier, funnier and nicer! I made this short video of my friends and it really looks like we have so much fun, doesn't it???

"You can't handle my infinite nature, can you?"



I recently watched this movie "I heart Huckabees" and I loved it! I totally recomend it and it inspired me to do this sort of collage...



Old Lima


It's been a while since I posted something here... somebody asked me today "Hey, no new posts?" So here it is... this was taken last sunday in "Centro de Lima", the historic part of my loving city... Two great friends left us this week and here's one of our last pics together... MISSING YA GUYS!!!


SOY GARRIK

Cuántos hay que, cansados de la vida,
enfermos del pesar, muertos de tedio,
hacen reír como el actor suicida,
sin encontrar para su mal remedio!

¡Ay! Cúantas veces al reír se llora,
Nadie en lo alegre de la risa fíe,
porque en los seres que el dolor devora,
el alma gime cuando el rostro ríe.

Si se muere la fe, si huye la calma,
si sólo abrojos nuestra planta pisa,
lanza a la faz la tempestad del alma,
un relámpago triste: la sonrisa.

El carnaval del mundo engaña tanto,
que las vidas son breves mascaradas;
aquí aprendemos a reír con llanto
y también a llorar con carcajadas.